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More Bout Me

[[____ aboutt miee ((:

`` Joycelyn
`` 30th June 1989
`` 19
`` my_elmo89@hotmail.com
`` Singapore Polytechnic - DLA
`` Community Service and Cultural Club
`` Church Of the Good Shepherd-Youth Explorer

[[____ memoriessS ((:

`` NDP'04 Combine Schools Choir
`` Overseas Trips
`` QSS 402'05
`` CAMPS!


[[____ QUOTES((:

" When I went for something, which seemed IMPOSSIBLE to others, they called me CRAZY. But now, when I have made it possible, they call it HISTORY."

I lift my eyes to the hills-where does my help come from?
My help come from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth.
he will not let your foot slip-he who watch over you will not slumber;
indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.
the LORD watches over you-the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night.
The LORD will keep you from all harm-he will watch over your life;
the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore
Psalm 121

"Life is no brief candle to me. It is a sort of splendid torch which I have got a hold of for the moment, and I want to make it burn as brightly as possible before handing it on to future generations."
George Bernard Shaw: Leader Quotes


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`` Contact Lens
`` Shoe Bag
`` Thailand Trip

`` New Specs
`` CASIO watch
`` DRIVING License
`` SLIM DOWN(must)
`` DRESS
`` TOUCHSCREEN PHONE


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[[____ darlinggs and deariies ((:
09 February 2011


i . am . still . alive!!!

ITS 2011 MY FRIENDS! how time flies huh!
been really lazy to keep this blog going but at least i have my dairy to keep all the events that i've been to.
ever since the last post, it was summer semester, it's crazyyyy to sets of 6 weeks whereby we have to complete 2 modules! seriously i'm not doing that again!

and then comes my 21st birthday partyyy! hahahaha yes i had a party and yes i was really touched by the love my friends gave me(: i still remember i finished my exams on thursday, friday i had to get the stuff for my party then sat is the actual party alrdyyy! and mom helped me bake cupcakes cos i didnt want a big birthday cake(now i regretted not haveing a nice big birthday cake, prob i can hve it during my 30th) then after the party, went out with G6 to fifteen minutes. sunday night had dinner with my fav girls yw yz at dempsey Jones the grocer, monday was another round of JB trip with uni friends hahaha and tuesday night was to have a farewell dinner for meiyu! then on wed which is my actual birthday, i had school in the morning i met yw yz for breakfast then at night, had dinner with shan and jon! and i decorated my bday cake for my family! ahahah that's all for my bday week, i love it AHAHAHAH not forgetting syc2 celebrated for me a week later(:

next on the list, i went taiwan-taipei with mother, a 5d 4n trip, which i pretty much enjoyed it minus off the shitty weather, the food there was awesome! and i would realy wanna go there again! went there on national day! there's so much to walk and shop around, and the milk tea there is definitely nothing like the ones in sg, hhahah

next comes another semester of school, nothing much, just lots of 21st parties here and there, and i joined chingay hiphop ehh hahahha i managed to pull through the eentire semester!

before my exams, during the break and since i only have one paper, my family went for a holiday to Sibu Island hahaha was a relly nice place to relax and the beach is awesome!

aftere exams was crazy, i went on a mission trip to cambodia, it was really eye opening, was involved in the children's ministry had quite a fair bit to do but like we can't communicate with the children that's the minus point. the stay in teh village was really short but it still had a big impact on me.after that we had an extended trip to silhankollvile (: the sun and the beach!

coming back and it's christmas, was involved in the chirstmas choir yet again, but i enjoyed it, chirstmas went by so quickly, it was a rainy chirstmas day at the USS with CS peeps. too bad, and i did quite a bit of stuff after the christmas and i went to sign on a gym hoping to really lose weight and that people will not say that im so fat, though i know i'm not fat but like i need to tone up. the last straw came when i did a body fats analysis during one of the nutrition lesson, seriously my body fats are way beyond the average! but now after one month plus of intense gyming, i'm beginning to see results! whoots and i will wanna cont(: but i dont want muscles.

now we are on our way to a new year! 2011! new start new beginning and i love my hair hahahahah

spring semester started and after two weekks it was the cny break, cny the holiday that i looked forward to but when it's near, i dont feel it coming at all. and before cny, i went out shopping with mother, she was quite happy that i was able to not go gym and ask her out to shop though she didnt say that she doesnt want me to go gym. but yea it was a great time! another thing is that i'm really glad to be able to lead worship at cell(: i mean it was an experience but i hope that i am able to build up lots of experience and serve, i enjoyed the practice session we had a total of 7hrs, it was crazily long but it was worth the practice! and i hope to lead another one, though it will be stressful! nonetheless, it is for God!

cny is halfway over while i'm typing this, and parents doesnt allow me to go california for summer semester, i know where they are coming from but like this is something i look forward to and now it will never ever happen i'm really sad. whtever i hate being the first child. serriously i'm ranting. i . is . sad.

chingay is coming in a day's time, it's the last bit of the race alrdyyy! i hope i have enough energy and i know we will give our very best!

that's all i have for now, i do not know when is the next time i will be blogging, i'm thinking of changing to tumblr. stay tuneeee till dunno when hahaha


 
14 May 2010


I'm going to update about the four months that i didnt even blog a single bit! i guess no one will read this anymore, but i just wanna keep it for memory sake. :D

i guess the last time i blogged, it was after exams and everything is so nice and anticipating like christmas and stuff. althought the whole 3 weeks of holidays was so busy but i thoroughly enjoyed every bit of it!! went genting with my family, okay la hahahah its the first time i didnt really enjoyed going overseas except for the weather. and like i have to take the rides alone! so sigh to thatt. when i came back, i was in deep trouble cos like i haven even buy a single present and it's like 2-3 days to christmas. hahaha another mad rush foor presents.

anyway was singing for church's christmas, nice i like it. lots of practice too. had dinners with lots of my friends and it was really fun! just the christmas mood makes ppl happy. and i like looking at the lightings along orchard ahahaha. and like there were lots of shoppings cos mel's back HAHA. bad influence. after christmas, covenant service, countdown to the new year! it's still really fun:D i'm really happy and even after that school starts on the second week of jan, i still enjoy going out. but like when school work starts piling up, then like it sucks esp writing essays. it's like shit! thank God aunty anne is there to help me! appreciate it:D

but smth to look forward to is the KL trip with shu mel kenneth and shaun! (: it's fun and like i really look forward to that haha. so i finished my hw earlier and we set off on friday. met like 5plus 6 at the budget terminal. HAHAH the flight is simply retarded! it was a 615am flight and like we left at abt 630 and landed in 15 mins! HAHAHA was quite funny, so we went to check out the twin tower and got our tickets to view the observation deck(dunno what's its called) then check in the hotel was quite nice with two rooms and living room. went out to shop i thiink to the big forever21 hahaha but like nth much la. shop around and walk around to the different malls. thhen went for a movie HAAH 'The Tooth Fairy'! and headed back to the hotel, bathed and did QT and play truth or dare(i tell you i detest that game) guess everyone still had the energy to stay up the night. slept at abt 3plus. the next day woke up and had hotel breakfast, then like went to shop in the hotel's supermart cos we had a RM50 voucher and bought all sorts of nonsence! and like went chinatown after that, walked around and met the yen's cousins in the afternoon and yupp hang out with them till night! like had dinner and went to a bar! and they send us back(: i guess we were all so tired plus i was the last one to bathe and took so long the two other girls cant help but sleep and like the boys were waiting outside aahahah and we still manage to do our QT! everyone's tired la. last day!! went for our last minute shopping and bought so much stuff. bought back dounts too. and like we spent every single money we had. took the most expensive cab ever!!! 120 RM to the airport and we didnt even have enugh money to pay. had to go change. and like we were kind of late for the flight although we arrived there early but like we saw the queue was so llong, we just waited till no one's left and we practically have to run to the plane AHHAHA. anyway this trip was great!!

after the trip, everything just went back to normal, nth much to look forward to, school work just piled up and projects and lots of test and essays deadlines sucks. i'm so happy that everything ended!! no more englishh, no more monday and wednesdays stress!!. i'm rather happy with my results, it was more than i expected. Thank God(:

now i'm having my holidays and ya its not a nice holiday thats enjoyable): i dunno why, but i'm starting to feel the stress of my next semester. i'm scaredd.

I'll have to let go and let God, trusting in Him and that everything have it's own timing.
alright i hope i'll post again!! but dunno when ahahaha.


 
18 December 2009


today was one of the worst practice ever. felt really useless and really cannot make it. like some useless non-independent shit. i really dont know felt like quitting at times but i kinda like what i'm doing. i really wanna know what i'm good at but apprently whenever i try smth new, i end up the worst :S prob i didnt put in effort and stuff. super emo shit now. i really really want this christmas to be good and be heard. damn. I WANNA BE HEARDDDD! but it's not like i'm fantasic and stuff. i dont know. screwwww. prob i really dont have the talent. i really really cannot be independent. i'm really upsad. they prob wont need me too. aiya whatever lah.

and it's less than 8 days to christmas, i haven do my christmas shopping yet nth is done, leaving for genting in one day's time. no time!!! i'm really screwed. and haven make my IC and other CARDS damn the person who stole it. freak idiot. damn. and i just finished exams.

and byeee. it was fun ytd didn't felt like that before.
i really wanna enjoy my holidays.


 
25 October 2009


yess lots of moss and fungus AGAIN! if not then it's decaying HAHAH

anyways its the week TEN of school! my can u imagine how fast time passes? and didn't even update this decaying blog = no time! school took up most of my time minus the time for me to sleep.
school is really crazy CRAZY! test or quiz every single week i'm dying. weekends are filled with lots of revisions plus writing all the stupid essays. tell u, english took up most of my time and the teacher is not nice either. but think she's quite lenient when it comes to marking our midterms coz like 'joycelyn got a B for her essay'! that never happen to me ever before.
come home everyday, take a nap then start to mug again its been like this for weeks! i can't wait for school to be over. and damn the school, i can't even go for youth camp plus not even church camp next year. saddd, going for camp is my greatest joy, but maybe God's punishing me for going too many camps in SP.

ohh btw I PASSED MY DRIVING PRACTICAL! like finally i won't be going back to the stinking BBDC where they like to suck up everyones money. haven been driving yet, firstly, dad's scared coz he once let me try out driving down carpark and i can't adapt to the auto car, secondly, no time, he said will let me practice and just used to the car first but both of us can't find the time, i guess i have to wait till my exams end. which is like 15 DECEMBER that's damn long. siannnn

and i'm going GENTING. from japan to genting. but anyway i didn't put too much hope that they will go japan. anyway it's gonna to be cold so i guess it's fine?

and i did smth it was a great experience and wanna do it again! still got one more to go. heeee

alrights got to go church:D at least weekends are filled with going church, if not mugging will be super boring. that's why i look forward to church every weekends.

i'll update but dunno when. :D


 
11 August 2009


i guess there's lots of moss and fungus growing here.

life's been pretty much the same ever since i stop working. but i miss the people there at BBHQ hahahah they know i miss them even though i didn't say. so what i've learnt is what makes an office environment lively and confortable is the company of friends like although our age varies(okay not a lot) theres still so much laughter here and there. :D i don't think i would wanna go back there and work because of the pay but i guess it wouldn't harm going back as a volunteer
and so the other day i was thinking it's really not easy being the only christian in the family not only do u have the courage, having to accept critisim, balancing between family time, no one to encourage u on in ur spiritual life accept thru friends. i guess i've kind of neglected my time during the weekends with like my granny, i wanna treasure her before everything's too late. i still got lots in mind but all i have to say is that it's really not easy, if u know what i meant.
i'm starting school on the 31 august! orientation on the 25august, i can't wait to go home on that day ahahah coz we will be going sentosa and play all those stupid bonding games like what we did to those freshies in SP. it's not fun being a freshie again! zzz okayy but i can't wait to start studying again(: thank God for the chance! and i'm determined to study hard and not to let my parents down again and to spend their money correctly. this is so by not joining any CCA in SIM hahah but life will be kinda boring without CCA though. and yepp i'm doing Sociology hopefully this is the right course. i dunno why but this year in particular or rather the start of my final year in SP, i can't really accept failures like how i managed them before, the water pipe will just burst on the spot.
theres so many to-do list before i start school: paint my room, get some stuff from ikea to decorate the room, pack my cupboard, throw away unwanted clothes, develop photos(eversince 2007/8),these are the main ones, minor ones like get new stationaries coz if u know for 3 years, my pencilcase is filled with drawing pens, so i need to change them to writing pens ahahah.

oh and Happy National Day! watching NDP always reminds me of the year we performed NDP'04 it's so long ago! if given another chance i would do it again:D it's just a great joy and experience doing it although the saturday practices are tiring but the end product is really worth all our hard work YAYS

some of the recent events:

Zi Yan's Hair for Hope
402'05 BBQ they are still my great bunch of friends
the day melly went away i still miss ur hugs!
SYC's leg breaking night cycling
Yi Wen and Yin Zi on my Bday
the great princesses all standing at above 1.64m

that's my lil ethan's 1st Birthday look at how much he has grown


Friendship maintainence = time and patience



 
01 July 2009


HAPPY TWENTY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
i can't believe this day came and went by so fast!
but i felt really blessed from the people around me(:
THANKS to all who wish me, be it in FACEBOOK, SMS, MSN, BY MOUTH! ahahahah
THANKS CSCC for the celebration on friday and also the present!
THANKS to YI WEN and YIN ZI for the dinner on monday:D
THANKS BB HQ for the celebration today hahahahah with the cake and card! so cool right the whole office celebrated for me(:
THANKS MEL for the shopping done today HAHAh
THANKS to my FAMILY for the dinner tonight :D
THANKS to SHI HUI and SITI for the oh-so-last-minute meetup at like 930pm! ahaha enjoyed the music at Timbre:D

the little girl who was born in 1989 has alrdy grown up and that she have to move on with life, stop complaining and move forward, be strong to face all challenges and to give her best in studies((:

i really had a blessed birthday:D the joy of the Lord is my strength!


 
18 June 2009


I'm back from a QUYET-ky country and had a QUYET-ky great time there! it was an awesome getaway :D although the place was damn HOT AND HUMID! had an awesome time with the lau kok kok aunties and the other two quyets. HAHHA shall do a proper update during the weekends(:

had this withdrawal symptom or whatever it's called, i really don't feel like going back to work and dread it. man! and my other church friends are in bintan now boo.. i'm still stuck here.

okay but anyway i got into SIM! :D they sent me the acceptance letter the day before i go for my trip! was SUPER RELIEVED! but i really want NIE to accept me. at least i have a goal now(:

and i'm turning twenty soon in less than two weeks. no more ones now.