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More Bout Me

[[____ aboutt miee ((:

`` Joycelyn
`` 30th June 1989
`` 19
`` my_elmo89@hotmail.com
`` Singapore Polytechnic - DLA
`` Community Service and Cultural Club
`` Church Of the Good Shepherd-Youth Explorer

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`` NDP'04 Combine Schools Choir
`` Overseas Trips
`` QSS 402'05
`` CAMPS!


[[____ QUOTES((:

" When I went for something, which seemed IMPOSSIBLE to others, they called me CRAZY. But now, when I have made it possible, they call it HISTORY."

I lift my eyes to the hills-where does my help come from?
My help come from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth.
he will not let your foot slip-he who watch over you will not slumber;
indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.
the LORD watches over you-the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night.
The LORD will keep you from all harm-he will watch over your life;
the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore
Psalm 121

"Life is no brief candle to me. It is a sort of splendid torch which I have got a hold of for the moment, and I want to make it burn as brightly as possible before handing it on to future generations."
George Bernard Shaw: Leader Quotes


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`` Contact Lens
`` Shoe Bag
`` Thailand Trip

`` New Specs
`` CASIO watch
`` DRIVING License
`` SLIM DOWN(must)
`` DRESS
`` TOUCHSCREEN PHONE


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[[____ darlinggs and deariies ((:
17 May 2009


This is the worst period ever in my life. I feel so lousy. I don't know how long more i can cope with this. and it will never fail go pass my thoughts everyday. I really don't know. I guess the last time i ever felt really happy was during last year's christmas period although i lack of sleep but it was an awesome time. coz there wasn't any bloody pimple!
and as for work i really think that the pay doesn't telly with the amount of work i'm doing and now with that receptionist going to be gone soon and i'm going to take over her and why is my bloody pay still like so little without CPF SOMEMORE!! damn. she's doing the same as what i'll be doing after she's gone but at least her pay would be like a $1000+ with leave and stuff and sometimes i'm wondering why do i work so hard for that amount of money given.! SICK. i rather i have that virus thing that's going on around the world


 
09 May 2009


when i don't mention it, it doesn't mean that i'm not concerned and it doesn't mean that i've no feeling towards it. it will just add more weight to it and it's really bad. i can't help feeling so stress and emotional towards it. i just don't want to think so much, avoiding it as much as possible. it won't help by thinking too much. and going out and talking to people or doing things that i like is so much better. it would be great if someone out there is willing to give a big hug saying "it's okay, everything will be fine"


 
01 May 2009


shall update more about what i'm doing now. alright i'm doing some finance/accounts (though i didn't study that) at the Boys' Brigade. they are nice people. i went there before to do som data entry job which was boring but this one is better coz i can talk to ppl and get to move around like sending cheques and going to the bank hahahaah.

previously i was about to hold three jobs i did Kumon(marking papers) the pay was only 4.50$ and the other one was teaching kids swimming and it's $8 per session and the most three times a week so not worth and on top of that i was about to work in a cafe which is 5$ an hour and so i calculated that the pay is only 600+$ one month. therefore under immense pressure plus stress(myself and the environment) i decided to look for full time job. so now finding a job stress is gone. the stress that's on-going is CAN I MAKE IT?!!!!please say yes i really want to con't studying.
was talking to catherine the other day about it i guess i really have to trust God in His plans for me. it isn't easy i can say. i really have to think about plans if i can't make it. i tell you, this is so SCARY.

we ended our DTS on the 18th of April! with LORDSHIP day. YEAHHH hahaha okay coz this was the course that took up most of my saturdays since 10 Jan i remembered. but it was something really awesome. it made me realised how He died for us, that forever He is faithful, He's with us and about listening to Him. it's just something that will kind of change you. :D

okay i finally took out the song from my blog. FINALLY hahahahah


 


alright since i've the time now i'll just update about the batam trip!! hahahahaha it's been almost one month.

BATAM OOI~
on the boat leaving to batam! we are all so happy!! ohh and one thing i wanna complain is that now they have the system to scan our passport and i tell u i just can't get thru it ALL the time! and i got to go to the security stand to get it scaned and my thumbprint too.
I've got motion sickness so was sleeping all the way.
that's our resort. it's actually rather nice to stay in.
first arrival shot!
and so because we can't check in yet coz we arrived too early. ahhhaa so we went to explore the place(:

our first meal!! guess what?! it's A&W the chicken was rather a disappointment but the rootbeer float made it up for that and onion rings too

our first shopping centre. Nigoya Hill. it's really bad there i dunno why but the outside is so much cooler than the inside i mean the air quality. ppl there smoke so freely
LOOK!!! disgusting
our dinner at some zhi cha stall coz they all wanna eat some rice. and the plate smells ahahhah we complain ALOT!
some bonding session in the van :D
we can't see these anymore in s'pore
the beach is alright but we are going snokelling later
i love the hammock, the breeze and the smell of the sea. was thinking quite a bit while i was lying there. it's really great under the coconut tree

SNOKELLING WE WENT!
i tell u i was really scared to jump in i don't like the feeling of not touching the ground and all.
it's beautiful(: alright but just for experience. it's worth! and i saw nemo HEHEH and the corals are dirty though.
the guys managed to join in our stupid selfshots aahahahahah.
our SEAFOOD DINNER!! after our massage hahaha it cost 1,000,000+ rupiah! each person ard S$11+ how cheap can it be. and there's crab and such..

thanks uncle our boatman for the snokelling trip he helped us pick those seashells
so while waiting for the bus to pick us to the jetty we spent almost one hour taking photosAHHAAH
ben spoilt the photo.
HOME SWEET HOME!!
thanks to HUI SI DIONNA YAN MEI HUI SAN JANE DAPHNE BEN KELVIN WEI EN WILSON FOR MAKING THIS TRIP EVER SO AWESOME:D CHEERS!!

PS:we did lots of stupi things like filming for the green bottles song HHAAH